Just a shy fellow looking for some direction and his place in life in this vast open world. I'm simple guy, going on twenty-one soon and looking to find my place in the world, some goal, some path that will allow me to do things I never could have dreamed of. I could take all the advice I could get, as I don't get it often. I strive to connect with whoever comes my way, whether it leaves a good impression or not; I'll never know.
"When you decide to die, little things begin to happen. You stop looking both ways before you cross the street, you start answering the door without asking who’s there. You don’t hold onto the railing when you go down the escalator, you play with matches. You smoke, and breathe it in, actually praying it will make a difference. Deciding to die is actually almost nice, in a way. You stop caring. Even if you are not pro-actively looking for ways to kill yourself, you stop looking for ways to survive."